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    29 Oktober

    TIME i hate it

    y do u have to say
    "Let the time be an answer"
    i understand that
    but sometimes i really really
    need some concrete answer.
    i know that's it's hard
    but for my own sake,
    for your own sake.
     
     
     
    rite now
    i LOVE u too much
    at least i can't protect my self
    if u break up w/ me
    at least not to dump u
    at least not bearing to loose u
     
     
     
    i don't have anything to say
    except that i LOVE u.
     
    sometimes there are feelings
    that can not b explain
    sometimes there are questions
    that are hard to answer
     
    and it is the best if u
    do not answer me
    w/ sth that involve TIME
    the freaking word that i hate
     
     
     

    is it true?

    Is it really true?
    to accept someone's opinion
    w/o interfearing w/ other people's plans.
    i have experience my friend's life that
    the QUESTION above is not true at all.
    nevertheless, i hope it is true for me
    cuz' i don't wanna lose someone i love
    nor to change my life plan
    as if i felt the way it should be for me rite now.
     
     
    I was hoping these things to be
    like what i have planned.
     
     
    Will he really accept my decision?
     
     
    Answer is TIME, i know
    "Time is the best answer"
    "Let time proved it"
    I KNOW all those things
    but still
    i need to know NOW
    for real
    for once
    at least for me to prepare
    for the pain that is coming
    w/ an answer NO.
     
     
    i can't bare it,
    but if it is going to happen
    pls pls give me a sign
    let me know ahead of time
    so i can cope w/ it
    i don't wanna cry,
    although i know that i will.
     
     
    i'm out here
    bearly w/ friends for real
    so pls b kind to me.
     
     
    i don't know if his answer
    is just to b kind to me
    or is he really THINK like he said
     
     
     
    hoping STARS will guide me again.
    06 Oktober

    New to everything

    i don't really know y i am here,

    but i think it is a destiny to be here.

    i tried to avoid hardly, thus

    it did not work out.

    do not know Y?

    DESTINY i guess

     

    i met tons of new people,

    some are easy going,

    some are nice but not talkative,

    and some are not really the type that i wanna go with

    well, people are various

    i hope i just adjusted well to this life

    to any situation that is coming up.

     

    here, i have thai club.

    at least people to speak thai with, besides my family

    i

    i

    i do not know what is really going on

    but i hope that it will become clear soon.

     

    STARS could you please make things clear soon?

    please, i am begging you, do not play with my life.

     

    i kinda dull now,

     

    goodbye for now my friends