i don't really know y i am here,

but i think it is a destiny to be here.

i tried to avoid hardly, thus

it did not work out.

do not know Y?

DESTINY i guess

i met tons of new people,

some are easy going,

some are nice but not talkative,

and some are not really the type that i wanna go with

well, people are various

i hope i just adjusted well to this life

to any situation that is coming up.

here, i have thai club.

at least people to speak thai with, besides my family

i

i

i do not know what is really going on

but i hope that it will become clear soon.

STARS could you please make things clear soon?

please, i am begging you, do not play with my life.

i kinda dull now,

goodbye for now my friends

                                        today i've been working so hard on this article. it was so hard. i was working non-stop for like 5 hours. what a tought life.

 ‘SOS’ signal of unity from Thai youths

“As world peace is dim, many youths still fighting and searching for peace hardly.”

                   Spiritual leaders summit for world peace of every religions and believes has inspired youths to create a network for peace which worlds should learn from; Youth Leader Summit for world peace in Africa, Japan, and Brazil, etc.

“All has built a hope for a step of peace in this world.”

                         Thailand is a small spot on world map but is compared as a land of peace for mankind. As we has protected our independence from reign to reign and because of the king's talent, both has created shades of peace in dharma in various religions, different races, and many cultures. Friends in every nations, religions, and languages have praised Thailand as a golden land - a land of world peace which shinging brightly.

                          The preparation of intelligence for Thai youths is another purpose on a road of world peace. That's why "Cultivating, Sprouting, Dilating - Seeds of Spirituality <SOS>" camp has occured by the supports from both government and private organizations which are inside and outside Thailand.

                    Mae Chee Sansanee Sthirasuta is one of the Spiritual leaders summit for world peace organizer and has been working hard on world youth network said “The morality of youth is a world peace”  which is his Venerable Buddhasa Bhikkhu speech. This year, the United Nations Educational, Scientific, and Culture Organization (UNESCO) has annouced hornored Vanerable Buddhadasa Bhikkhu as one of the world's great personalities. One of the 100th anniversary of the birth of Bhuddhadasa Bhikkhu celebration is working for youths.    

                   SOS is not a signal of asking for helps but is a signal of cultivation of youths who is self-reliant, dare to serve other as a volunteer as to sprout the network of volunteer heart around the world, and dilate the works to international for world peace.

                   The representative of intelligent leaders from numerous volunteer works in Thailand, different religion and language but all has same heart and breath of volunteer heart with a breath of intellect which mean to be truly free, not to be a victim of untrue information, materialism, persuasive advertisement, and not to be a slave of our own feeling; sadness, sorrow, drivel, etc.

                   Some of youths in SOS camp are cultivated to sprout and dilate to be youth leader on international stage with freedom mind and have a modern life but not suffered.

                   Global Youth leadership Submit will be held at Sathira-Dhammasathan on 4th - 14th June 2006. And the result from this summit will be dilated at the summit in August 2006 at New York, United State of America.

These are a voice from Thai youth from SOS camp;

                   Tum – Nattawut   Sarntong from province named Pang-nga. A Christian who volunteer to afforest mangrove forest for more that ten thousand trees, “I grew-up with my grandmother whom taught me to love trees in mangrove forest. She told me about every trees and every creatures, how beautiful they are, and how they get involved to our lives. We would never live if they aren’t alive. So when I got back from SOS camp, I persuaded my friends in school and in Pang-nga to afforest. It went well by all supports from many kind grown-up. Besides, I also love taking photos and scuba diving.”

“I will use these I loved to communicate with people in this world.”

                   Ahmeen – Muhammad-ahmeen Kuera-oh from Pattani, a southern province of Thailand. A muslim who organized a camp to increase unity between religion from 3 southern provinces; Yala, Narathiwat, and Pattani, “Ahmeen has received love and kindness a lot from SOS camp, especially living together openly and without prejudice. I has created many camps for Thai Buddhists and Thai Muslims. Numerous youths both men and women have attended. Purposely to be good Muslims and good Buddhists serving Thailand, I use various morals from SOS camp, particularly meditation for wisdom. For the next camp I will invite Christians to join the camp to learn the core of their own religion and learn and understand our different religion friends' religion, language, and culture."  

                    Kid – Somkid   Kasee from Amnatcharoen. A young generation radio DJ who uses Thai, Laos, English, and soul language for youth network, “I am so happy coming to SOS camp which is international and has a world famous spiritual leader – Khun Yay Jah, Mae Chee Sansanee Sthirasuta. I learn how to control my breath while walking, standing, sitting, and all the working time, and suffers and cramps will disappear. While I’m in the camp, I sleep well, never dream, and take things easier. I’m going to run a radio program in Amnatcharoen including in school to make other youths understand more about this and ready to dilate with foreign friends. 

                   Fonn – Wasamon   Piriyathavorn from Bangkok. A youth who grew-up comfortably but allowed others to use creating SOS camp, a volunteer job, “My mom raises me so well. She gave me everything that I ask for which will enhance my knowledge. She sent me abroad every years, to learn original English until I can communicate better than most friends and have my own purpose of my life is to manage hotel in Europe. In the past, I live just to be happy and didn’t care about other until my friend asked me to join SOS camp, to be part of creating team which is very tough. I slept couple hours or less each day because I do all the paper jobs and also finance during this camp almost alone. But I survive to the second SOS camp. I learn that every works always have some obstacles no matter how well you prepared so I concentrate to my breath and my works as Khin Yay Jah has taught. I would like to invite every youths to volunteer more because being a volunteer gives me a lot of things, specially dignity. And I also would like to meet foreign friends whom is a volenteer working for this beautiful world like me too." 

                   Thai youths and Thailand will be a new hope on a world peace map when Thais are ready to open themselves, cultivated their own intelligence to give a chance to grow-up, listen with their non-prejudice heart and full of love and kindness, and always take care of a person in front them because

“A person in front is always a special person to us”.

Suffer is worldwide.

Happiness is worldwide.

Then peace is worldwide too.

“And not a single time in history that peace has grown-up from hatred because world peace will only occur from peace in our hearts.”

                                    หว่าๆๆๆๆ แย่มากเลยอ่า  ไม่ได้อัพไดตั้งนานมากๆๆๆ เกือบๆ 6 อาทิดแนะ มีเรื่องมากมายเกิดขึ้นจนแทบจะจำไม่ได้เลยว่ามันเกิดอารายขึ้นบ้าง  ทั้งเรื่องดีและไม่ดี เกิดขึ้นพร้อมๆกาน แต่ดีอย่างนะที่มันเกิดขึ้นพร้อมกาน มันช่วยให้เราไม่แย่มากเกินไปเมื่อได้รับข่าวร้ายอ่ะ  แต่ว่ายังไงๆตอนนี้ก้อไม่มีเวลามากพอที่จาอัพและสามารถรื้อฟื้นความทรงจำ เรื่องราวที่ผ่านมาได้ทั้งหมด ฉะนั้นต้องการเวลาเพื่อจาได้ไปเอาน้องไดเล่นเล็กของเรามาเปิดดูควบคู่กานไปน้าจ้า  แต่นี่ก้อเข้ามาเพื่อให้ทุกๆคนได้รู้ว่า เรายังมีชีวิตอยู่ ถึงแม้ว่าจะหายหน้าหายตาไปนานมาก

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